Is it wrong to want ?? cause i want him real bad?

im 16 yrs old and i met this 45 yr old trucker.. hes always on the road and he has no wife nor kids.. his life is just about over.. and i wanna take on the role of keeping him company..[ take that sentence in anyway you choose]. is that a bad thing..that i wanna be with a 45 yr old man? i dont like to see people lonely...